Sanctuary of Salvation
Enlighten your Soul

Forever Searching

Category: By True
Mood: Inquisitive
Music: My thoughts

Why don't I have the answers to everything? Why do I not posses the intelligence that will allow me to solve any mystery? Using any resource at my hand be it school, books, internet, peers, I still feel as If I haven't reached my full potential. There is so much more I can be able to learn. Why is it that I continue to question my own intelligence? I have this fake strong willed facet when in reality its just used as something to hide behind my own doubt.

I know I can't have all the answers but I still continue to want to strive towards that unattainable goal. Maybe its perfectionism that I seek, but know 100% I will never achieve. Humans are such tricky creatures. Never satisfied with what we have, and always focused on what we want. Such an inner turmoil that occurs within my mindscape with every thought I have during every second of my life. Its the ever lasting search for the key to Pandora's box that is located deep within my inner world and unlock my full potential. Until then the search forever continues with no end in sight.