She came last night...
Mood: Confused
Music: Nadia Ali - Crash and Burn
Oh God she visited me last night...
She was at the doorway to my mind. She knocked just twice before I opened the door. We silently looked at one another reminiscing upon the many times we spent together. The good times, the bad times, the happy times, the sad times, just time spent with each other. We brought out the best in one another and just knew what to say/write/type when we were together. She had the magic touch that I craved so much. But then she left me..for that bastard procrastination. I don't know what he offered her, but I guess what we used to have no longer held any meaning.
But last night she came back to me. I know I should have just closed the door and left her outside but..I didn't. I couldn't. I guess it was just that spark I felt when I saw her eyes. Something in the back of my mind clicked and I just had to let her in. No words were spoken. I just stepped back and she entered my domain. I let her take over. No grudges. No remorse. No sadness. We just spent our time together like we always used to.
1,900 words. That's what we made together last night. And then in the morning...she was gone. My bedside was empty. Was I angry? Sure who wouldn't? But, at least last night I felt that great euphoric feeling that I used to in the past. Is she forever gone? I don't know. Will she ever return? I dare say I hope so. Will we share those times like we used to? God, I hope so. I don't know whats going on with her, but I'll wait. I'll be here always and my mind is forever open to her. I won't long for her to comeback, but I pray that she does. For she may not have said it, but I know that she is carrying with her something that we made together. Only time will tell when that secret is let out.
Music: Nadia Ali - Crash and Burn
Oh God she visited me last night...
She was at the doorway to my mind. She knocked just twice before I opened the door. We silently looked at one another reminiscing upon the many times we spent together. The good times, the bad times, the happy times, the sad times, just time spent with each other. We brought out the best in one another and just knew what to say/write/type when we were together. She had the magic touch that I craved so much. But then she left me..for that bastard procrastination. I don't know what he offered her, but I guess what we used to have no longer held any meaning.
But last night she came back to me. I know I should have just closed the door and left her outside but..I didn't. I couldn't. I guess it was just that spark I felt when I saw her eyes. Something in the back of my mind clicked and I just had to let her in. No words were spoken. I just stepped back and she entered my domain. I let her take over. No grudges. No remorse. No sadness. We just spent our time together like we always used to.
1,900 words. That's what we made together last night. And then in the morning...she was gone. My bedside was empty. Was I angry? Sure who wouldn't? But, at least last night I felt that great euphoric feeling that I used to in the past. Is she forever gone? I don't know. Will she ever return? I dare say I hope so. Will we share those times like we used to? God, I hope so. I don't know whats going on with her, but I'll wait. I'll be here always and my mind is forever open to her. I won't long for her to comeback, but I pray that she does. For she may not have said it, but I know that she is carrying with her something that we made together. Only time will tell when that secret is let out.
