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Happy Thanksgiving!

Category: By True
Mood: Stuffed
Music: Outkast - Roses

Yes three days off from school. That's all I could ever want. Awesome. Epic. Magnificent. Oh and food. Lots and lots of good food. Delicious. Tasty. Scrumptious.

Oh and its Thanksgiving. Time to say what I'm thankful for.

  • I'm thankful for good health.
  • I'm thankful for great family and friends.
  • I'm thankful for beneficial studies.
  • I'm thankful for my car.
  • I'm thankful for my apartment.
  • I'm thankful to all those who have ever helped me and been with me.
  • I'm thankful to God for providing me with happiness and sadness.
  • I'm thankful for having a future.



Now time to get me some God damn pumpkin pie.
 


Forever Searching

Category: By True
Mood: Inquisitive
Music: My thoughts

Why don't I have the answers to everything? Why do I not posses the intelligence that will allow me to solve any mystery? Using any resource at my hand be it school, books, internet, peers, I still feel as If I haven't reached my full potential. There is so much more I can be able to learn. Why is it that I continue to question my own intelligence? I have this fake strong willed facet when in reality its just used as something to hide behind my own doubt.

I know I can't have all the answers but I still continue to want to strive towards that unattainable goal. Maybe its perfectionism that I seek, but know 100% I will never achieve. Humans are such tricky creatures. Never satisfied with what we have, and always focused on what we want. Such an inner turmoil that occurs within my mindscape with every thought I have during every second of my life. Its the ever lasting search for the key to Pandora's box that is located deep within my inner world and unlock my full potential. Until then the search forever continues with no end in sight.
 


OMG TIME TO STUDY LIKE CRAZY!

Category: By True
Mood: Intelligent
Music: 2pac ft. The Notorious B.I.G. - Runnin' (Dying to Live)


God damn this semester went by so fast and now only a few weeks till its over. Now I have to study my ass off for the finals that are coming up. I have an exam on Tuesday for Political Science and another one on Wednesday for Econometrics. This weekend I can't do shit but stay home and study like crazy. I guess I'll just review my notes from each class and check out the power points on Black Board. Hopefully I can manage and get my A's for the classes.

Now the only trouble I have is with French (I SURRENDER DAMN IT) which I still can't speak and can only memorize the answers. I think I won't even be able to get a B this sememster for it. Fuck, God I hate this class. Language is really really not my thing. Somehow in three weeks I'm going to need to study and do good in this class. Shit why am I writing this entry right now when I should be studying for French? You see how much I hate this class that I do my best to distract myself from it? Fuck I hate it!



*Goes to study *
 


Never workout before bed

Category: By True
Mood: Sore as fuck damn it.
Music: Rocky Soundtrack - Gonna fly now

Why is it when you know not to do something you do it anyway? Is it considered being stubborn or just plain stupid? So Lately I've been working out at night before going to sleep since I can't make it to the gym in the day. Nothing too serious, just doing three hundred crunches and sixty triceps and bicep curls before going to bed. I mean its like the only time I can find motivation to work out is right before I go to sleep. But still, even if I feel accomplished and well when I'm doing working out and go to bed, the mornings are complete shit as my body (especially shoulders and neck) ache like a bitch.

GAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

Why do I do this to myself? I guess its just testing my limits and manning up by ignoring the pain. Though seriously if I don't get used to this in the next couple of weeks I'll have to stop some time. Lol reverse motivation to not work out. Is it possible? Meh I must be one crazy bastard then if that's how I work.




*Collapses onto floor and does some more sit ups*
 


Dawn of a New Era!

Category: By True
Mood: Patriotic (Proud dare I say?)
Music: Nickelback - If everyone cared

FUCK YEAH OBAMA/BIDEN 08!! HOPE AND CHANGE HAVE COME TO SAVE AMERICA! History has been made! I voted in an election tha will be seen as a forever changing moment not in American politics, but the ENTIRE world itself. Last night and today have been times that will forever be embedded into my memory and will be foretold to my future children as I told them I was alive to witness this historic event that forever changed America as we know it. Where just over forty years ago, minorities didn't even have equal rights, but can now hold the highest office in the country. Truly America is the Land of the Free. United we stand, but divided we fall. The land of opportunity and where the true American Dream is possible for any hardworking person that has a dream that they want to achieve.

This election is symbolic of a pendulum. In 2000 when Bush took over it was positioned to the far right. Now after 8 unpopular years of Bush's presidency (who all republicans get blamed for and McCain is proscribed to be the second coming of Bush), two unpopular wars, and the current economic crisis all around the world, has all caused the pendulum to swing back to the left and given Obama some major momentum to be leading in the polls and eventually win the election!

Stepping away from the political scheme, I have to say that in order to bring this country back to the former great nation it was, we as people have to be united. We have now elected a leader who is aware of the tough challenges that lie ahead for all of us, and is determined to bring us out of this economic crisis and restore the United States which has once again has shown it has a unique and remarkable ability to re-invent itself and truly embrace change as our Founding Fathers had hoped for with the creation of the Constitution over 200 years ago.

I like how in his speech he didn't refer to only himself when bringing change, but using words such as "you, us, and we" to show that it will have to be a combined effort with all of us to help bring America back on the right track. Obama's election was America redeeming herself. Every once in a while, she rights a wrong and so it was last night in gigantic proportions. Not only did he win, he set new standards in the annuals of American politics. To be sure, the challenge is monumental but just for the moment, at least, he represents all that is possible in the Land of the Free. Never has a country needed a new ground breaking direction and the vision to lead it then today and I'm glad he has stepped up to the task and is confident in handling it.

I can say that after eight years, I'm proud to call myself an American once again.



GO RED WHITE AND BLUE! =DDD
 


I got my new swoodie.

Category: By True
Mood: Fresh to Def.
Music: So Krispy - Kia Shine

Fuck yes I got my new Air Jordan Swoodie! All Around white with red print on the chest area. I got it for sixty dollars including shipping thanks to the 25% coupon I have. God I looked so fresh and dope on campus! I had heads rolling looking at me in my fly outfit with my Jordan get up XD

So lets see what my clothing get up is now. Twelve Air Jordan t-shirts, three Nike golf shirts, five various shorts and five jeans for regular everyday wear. Four blazers and dress up shirts with pants for formal wear. Of and of course my Two Air Jordan shoes and two loafers. Now along with my new Jordan swoodie I have the gray and blue Nike ones, and the North Face jacket. Hmm a pretty good set up for getting dressed. Winter clothes are fine and I dare say I look quite smashing.
 


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